10 Days off

Ok, tomorrow I´m going away for about 10 days...Vacation time, relaxing, whatever... In fact my feelings about this time off are a bit confusing. Do I really want to go? Maybe not but I have too. It´s going to be healthy for me. Leaving away this internet fandom and this alternative life that I´m secretly living... I know that I´ve to take a sneak peak once in awhile but the distance is going to be good...Or at least I hope so!
And maybe, just maybe and if I ask very nicely, something good and twirly is going to happen!! Pretty please;);)